Its 1:30 in the morning, I can’t sleep so I thougt I would distract my mind from work by reading livejournal. Some stuff happened today that I am not happy about. My biggest problem is that I don’t know how to make it better. I guess I could work more hours but I don’t think that is going to solve my problems since something will always come up that will fill the extra time. I could stop coding, but i have people asking for stuff I am working on right now plus I enjoy the feeling focussed concentration I get from coding. I made the comment today “I wish my green card would come through so I can say get stuff to this place”. The response I got was “Are you serious” It made me think. I have been at this job for almost 3 years and it was more frustration than anything else talking. I would also like to be able to explore other options. I wonder if the comment will be repeated to my boss. Man I wish I could just sleep and wake up feeling fresh and bouncy but I don’t.
Archive for October, 2004
These are from the 30th of July Ride. I haven’t been able to make it to another one.