Its 1:30 in the morning, I can’t sleep so I thougt I would distract my mind from work by reading livejournal. Some stuff happened today that I am not happy about. My biggest problem is that I don’t know how to make it better. I guess I could work more hours but I don’t think that is going to solve my problems since something will always come up that will fill the extra time. I could stop coding, but i have people asking for stuff I am working on right now plus I enjoy the feeling focussed concentration I get from coding. I made the comment today “I wish my green card would come through so I can say get stuff to this place”. The response I got was “Are you serious” It made me think. I have been at this job for almost 3 years and it was more frustration than anything else talking. I would also like to be able to explore other options. I wonder if the comment will be repeated to my boss. Man I wish I could just sleep and wake up feeling fresh and bouncy but I don’t.

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  1. winter blues?

    Sorry to hear things are’t going so well at the moment. Hope that you can turn anything around, if that comment does comes back to you, and make it the start of a conversation to start to sort things out.


  2. I know how you feel.

    I had a job interview at work for a higher-leveljob in another department and I totally botched it by complianing about my current job woes. Why did I do this and I have alway been a good interviewer. Alas! NOw I hope he doesn’t tell my current boss or even worse brand me as a compainer around the company!

  3. don’t worry… mum’s the word

    i think you’re in the right mode. we’ve had that talk. i do apologize for this past weekend, i’ll remember to ask for a surgical implant phone next time so i don’t miss the phone call. i know your comment was made in october, but i’m wondering, now, in november after all the stuff at work has been presented, that you have any newer views on this.

    also, you won’t have me blabbing to the boss. i’d hope you’ll do the same.

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